马桶桶的桶
这里是一个支教者的博客,它极少更新:)
    林昭也是死在这样的寒冬吧。   -[]

       血诗题衣 
       林昭 
       
      双龙鏖战玄间黄,冤恨兆元付大江。 
      蹈海鲁连今仍昔,横槊阿瞒慨当慷。 
      只应社稷公黎庶,哪许山河私帝王。 
      汗惭神州赤子血,枉言正道是沧桑。

    --------------------------------------------------

    改过了,谢谢!

    http://www.zijin.net/gb/node/2005-06/11/node_352.htm

    阅读全文    mtt  发表于2006-12-20  13:49:24    编辑    评论(2)    引用(0)
    这是我博上的第一次完全转贴,因为我必须,而且无法说出更多。   -[]
    隔壁的中国

    乌鸦周刊·图谋天下

      当你翻到本页时,相信你的眼光一定会在这里长久停留。这里的人你一定见过,当你急匆匆走过地下铁的通道,当你到某个政府办公楼去办事,也许某个角落就有他们的身影,他们在你不经意的余光里,在你匆匆的惊诧里。      
      他们是长久哀怨、悲愤的一群人,他们因某一意外而改变了人生轨迹,奔波于故乡和大都市,顽强地追逐一个说法、一个公正的梦想。他们是固执而又乐观的人群,他们日复一日地失望,年复一年地坚持,始终坚守着我们民族几千年来对“青天”和“人间自有公道”的一线信仰。
      也许10年后,或者20年后,他们将悄悄从我们身边消失,然后,不在历史中留下任何痕迹,甚至有一天,我们不会记得还存在“上/访”这个词。
      历史永远是主流人群的记忆。而上/访者无疑是这个社会最彻底的失败者,他们踏上漫漫路,便被从泥土中连根拔出,他们辗转于陌生的城市,在命运的泥水中被抽打。苦难、委屈和仇恨是他们的动力,而韧性往往只是增加他们的挫败和悲苦。
      每个在肉体和精神的苦难中挣扎的上/访者,都不会参与历史的叙事,他们的故事和心愿无法形诸文字进入我们的视野,不会成为文献而进入历史。虽然,他们对任何愿意倾听的人絮絮叨叨,对任何表示同情的人都寄以无限信任。
      可我们很忙。
      我们需要知道每个成功者的坚辛与光荣,我们需要关心每个公众人物的怪癖和爱好,在一个渴望成功的年代,我们热心关注的一切,历史最终都会慷慨地预留足够的篇幅。如果有一天,我们忘记了上/访者这个群体的存在,也许真就意味着他们不曾在世界上存在过。
      他们离我们很远,与我们的生活没有交集,看到这一页的每个读者,直系亲属中应该都不会有上/访者吧。他们离我们很近,我们每个人的故乡都有这样的人在上路,我们生活的每个都市,都不难看到他们的身影。我们打拼奋斗在中国的光明处,他们挣扎在时代的溃疡里。
      有人说,他们是中国高速成长背后的代价和牺牲。但并非所有世界的成长背后都有这样的一群人,都需要付出这样的代价和牺牲。
      但愿若干年后,我们国家不会再有这样一个特殊部落。如果历史要为中国今天的辉煌成就保留若干辛酸的细节做小小的注脚,也许我们该感谢杜斌这样的人,这位供职于《纽约时报》的记者,几年来一直用镜头跟踪上/访者,留下他们的影像,记录了一个与我们平行的世界,——他们与幸福、安宁、甜蜜、成功、美满无缘,他们与中国经济高速增长带来的繁荣与富裕无关,他们生活在一个我们陌生的世界,我们隔壁的中国。



    01
        “我是个冤死鬼。”
      时间:2002年12月2日 
      地点:黑龙江省哈尔滨市街头
      上/访者:黑龙江省伊春市44岁的教师张永印
      他哭诉警察霸占了妻子,打残了他的双腿。上/访抗议时,他就穿上自己缝制像鬼穿的白衣,上面写着他在人间的屈辱。

    02
         183次托生为人
      时间:2002年4月 
      地点:北京村
      上/访者:孙传明,81岁
      因儿子在1983年的“严打”中被处决,认为儿子被冤杀的孙传明20年来京上/访183次,先后被北京一个信访办强制收容152次。滞留北京时间最久、上/访村资历最老的他说,“官司打不赢,北京就是我的娘胎。”

    03
         “请你帮我跟美国政府要一个USA国籍”
      时间:2006年6月16日夜 
      地点;北京上/访村
      上/访者:刘藩恩(左三),68岁。
      42年前他退伍回乡时发现户籍被人顶替,1991年他的父亲在为他上/访途中被杀害。探访他的是两届普利策奖得主、《纽约时报》专栏作家Nicholas D. Kristof(左一)。

    04
        陈光诚和他的盲人兄弟
      时间:2002年8月2日 
      地点:山东省临沂市沂南县农村
      32岁的盲人代表陈光诚(戴墨镜者)以及一群农民残疾人。

    05
         “见谁都想跪”
      时间:2003年4月 
      地点:北京市朝阳区一家报社门前
      上/访者:甘肃省下河清农场吴秀英。
      56岁的寡妇吴秀英生来几乎就是给人练手用的“靶子”。20年的上/访史,是饱受毒打、收容、遣送、拘留、扣押、刑求、罚款和性骚扰的屈辱史。吴的胸、肋骨折断过若干次后“有些拽不起身子”;她的膝盖下跪过若干回后“见谁都想跪”。在拍摄此照片前她刚刚在最高法院门前遭打。

    06
          盐腌的证据
      时间:2002年12月1日 
      地点:黑龙江省伊春市某山林
      5年来,清洁工于振洋(右一)每周都要若干次到山林中妻子尸体秘密的掩埋处撒食盐和浇盐水。他的妻子在1987年被警察传讯后死在离派出所15米远的男厕所坑池里。法医称是自杀溺死。因为妻子尸体上多处伤痕,于怀疑妻子是被谋杀。
      于振洋以食盐将妻子的尸体腌着,悄悄埋到山林内作为证据储存。“即使我到死,我知道,我的儿子将继续上/访的责任,”他说,“直到他也死。”

    07
        国家赔偿
      时间:2002年4月 
      地点:北京村
      上/访者:孙偕文
      1982年以来,他惟一收获,是在上/访中捡来老婆和3个孩子。“老婆和孩子跟摆在屋前这排鞋子一样,都从垃圾堆里捡来,”他说,国家对他还算不薄。“好像是国家对我冤狱多年的赔偿。”

    08
          两对父子
      时间:2002年11月 
      地点:北京村
      上/访者:李伟(左),于泉(右)
      他们都来自黑龙江省铁力市,因为各自不同遭遇,这两对父子在北京上/访村相遇。



    09
         一个人的冤墙
      时间:2004年1月 
      地点:北京最高法院信访办
      上/访者:无名、无年龄
      来自地区:四川省南充市

    10
        上/访的终点
      北京上/访村上/访者墓地
      他们一次次往返于故乡与北京之间,虽然他们的愿望未能实现,但这一次,他们终于不用再奔波,可以停下来永远休息。

     

    作者简介:
    杜斌,生于1972年。山东省郯城县人。先在中国传媒做摄影记者,后为自由职业摄影师。曾在美国《纽约时报》(New York Times)、《时代》(TIME)杂志、英国《卫报》(The Guardian)、德国《明星》(Stern)杂志等知名媒体发表新闻图片。现为《纽约时报》签约摄影师,供职于《纽约时报》北京分社。

    阅读全文    mtt  发表于2006-12-17  16:19:30    编辑    评论(0)    引用(0)
    热贡唐卡义卖一:财宝佛   -[]
    财宝佛,又称黄财神,是五姓财神之一。这幅黄财神是彩唐贴金画法,适合家中或小型商业场所供奉。

    画师:乔周     产地:吾屯下寺     小尺寸:50cm*35cm     义卖价:3000元 RMB        购买联络:13897136343  马天利







    本次义卖唐卡的全部收益将用于建设热贡NEEDAHAND公益图书馆及公益学校,下面这张照片是已经买下的一亩二分的地皮,明年NAH的社工和支教教师都将在这里居住:



    阅读全文    mtt  发表于2006-12-16  13:47:50    编辑    评论(0)    引用(0)
    应该是今年最后一批了   -[]


    今日收到:

    浙江树人         WWFD           衣服一箱
    广东河源         何旭倩         衣服二箱
    河北廊坊         漠冷             书/VCD一箱
    天津河西         郑博文         衣服一箱
    兰州新港         真情家族       衣服一箱
    湖北武汉         汪佳佳         书13本


    我们的寒假推迟了,可是山上的雪还没有化,而且这么低的温度我不知道还有没有可能化了,我们校长又因胃病做了手术……一切都还需要等待,任何冰封都有融化的一天。

    另,图书馆和公益学校的地皮已经买下来了,就在公路边上,大约一亩二分,呵呵,买地皮都是卓么本夫妇负责的,谢谢他们。同时帮他们打一条广告:欢迎大家明年五月到北京拉萨饭店去看他们家族的卓么本.热贡唐卡展。

    由于我们的NGO注册尚未完成,但是盖房子不能再耽搁了,所以我打算以唐卡义卖的方式来筹集盖房子的钱,最近我可能会贴出几张小尺寸的唐卡,都是在寺院里听我英语课的年轻喇嘛画的,尺寸均为一尺五至一尺八,都是高质量的。这些唐卡我都会以比市场行情低很多的价格出售,相信会令每一位做出善举的朋友觉得物有所值。欢迎大家关注。

    ------------------------------------------------------------------
    自11月23日至12月15日,青海热贡NAH组织收到的全部捐助品如下:
     
    上海                       王磊        书27本,防晒霜一箱
    深圳罗湖                侯财政     书7本
    北京西直门            周全         衣服一箱
    甘肃兰州               沈璐         衣服一箱
    北京西城               曹维         衣服一箱
    陕西宝鸡    王育侠    书一箱
    北京海淀    李源远    书一箱
    江西新建县  徐冬英    衣服、文具共11包
    浙江温州    黑明      书一箱
    吉林长春    赵铃      书杂志一箱
    湖北武汉工大  杨洲    书10本
    西安        陈恒      衣服一包
    山东淄博        杜月朋        书一箱
    湖南长沙        潘怡          书一箱、文具一箱
    温州三溪        夏莉          书一箱
    福建福州        林斌          书杂志一箱
    广州天河        熊彤彤        书一箱
    江苏常州        杨鸿羽        衣服一箱
    北京朝阳        杨凌          衣服一箱
    广东中山    郑棉棉     书一箱
    武汉            但愿坚     书、文具一箱
    上海南汇    赵玮洁     衣服一箱
    福建厦门    王启凡     衣服一箱
    昆明         赵薇        文具一箱
    成都         胡艺        书/文具/衣服一箱
    浙江杭州     古雨南合    衣服/文具一箱
    甘肃兰州     真情家族    衣服/书三箱
    天津北辰     苏辉        文具一箱
    北京东城     高波        书/文具二箱
    齐鲁石化     杜月朋      课程表一袋
    青海西宁      真情家族    衣服一箱
    湖北武汉      肖潇        衣服/书一箱
    许昌魏都      冀军伟      书/文具一箱
    山东青岛      王洋     文具一箱
    江苏张家港    陈云涛   书籍一箱
    江西南昌      陈晗玉       衣服三箱
    河北涿州      曾忠义       书/文具一箱
    北京大兴      徐英巍       书/衣服一箱
    上海闵行      路内小尹     衣服一箱
    上海杨浦      夏晔         书/衣服一箱
    浙江嘉兴      房亚楠       衣服一箱
    重庆长寿      殷召军       文具一箱
    湖北          江楠         文具/书一箱
    江苏连云港    王晓红       书25本
    浙江树人         WWFD           衣服一箱
    广东河源         何旭倩         衣服二箱
    河北廊坊         漠冷             书/VCD一箱

    天津河西         郑博文         衣服一箱
    兰州新港         真情家族       衣服一箱
    湖北武汉         汪佳佳         书13本

     
    深圳彭秋桐捐款共15300元整。

    阅读全文    mtt  发表于2006-12-15  14:14:07    编辑    评论(0)    引用(0)
    新唐卡有请   -[]

    新唐卡有请:(Tangka又翻译为Thanka 或 Thangka)

    十一面观音千眼千手佛 Eleven-face Guanyin Thousand-eye and Thousand-hand Buddha

    画师:尕藏      大尺寸:112 cm×82 cm    售价:12000元  RMB      产地:吾屯下庄(以后我会用吾屯庄和吾屯寺来区分在家画师作品和出家画师作品)

    有意索取高精度照片请发信到matianli@gmail.com       咨询联络:13897136343    马天利


















    BLOG,一个人的战争。

    偶然想到BLOG这件事真的很象林白写的一本书名《一个人的战争》,虽然这书我没看过。
    下面转贴思迪发来的一篇社论,跟BLOGCN有关的,清者自清吧:

    Blogs Under Its Thumb
    How Beijing keeps the blogosphere from spinning out of control

    These are busy times for Li Li, a 27-year-old pioneer of the Internet in China. Using the pen name Muzi Mei, Li started writing a Web log about her romantic adventures back in 2003. Today, she is working to promote blogs -- Web sites where people post their musings and opinions -- at home and abroad: Last November she was a judge at a blog competition in Germany and she's helping organize one in China. But Li has given up trying to publish her own sexually charged blog in her home country, and last year shifted it to a Chinese-language site in the U.S. -- far from China's cybercops. "With a blog, it's very easy to get attention from everyone," she says. But having her blog hosted in China was "too much trouble," she adds.

    Millions of Chinese, it turns out, are trying to get some attention -- though Beijing is doing its best to keep undesirables such as Li out of the virtual conversation. China today has about 3 million bloggers, according to market researcher Analysys International. And there's no shortage of potential recruits: More than 100 million Chinese now use the Internet, up 18% in just the past six months, while the 360 million Chinese with cell phones may soon join in as mobile blogging takes off.

    "Blogs will go through an explosive growth period," predicts 37-year-old Fang Xingdong, whose writings about technology and the Internet have made him one of China's top bloggers.

    BIG-NAME BACKERS
    No wonder locals and foreigners alike are looking to cash in on the craze. Fang himself is chairman of Beijing Blog Times Information & Technology Co., a startup that operates Bokee, a blogging portal that claims to have some 2 million users.

    Bokee's main rival, Hangzhou-based Blogcn, claims 2.5 million bloggers, and like Bokee has just launched blogging via cell phones. And both have attracted big-name support: Blogcn is backed by Boston-based International Data Group, while Bokee got

    much of its initial investment from the Softbank Asia Infrastructure Fund, a partnership between the Japanese company and U.S. networking giant Cisco Systems Inc. (CSCO ).

    Beijing is depending on sites such as Bokee and Blogcn to keep the Chinese blogosphere from spinning out of control. Political blogs in the U.S. have successfully challenged both the government and mainstream media, something China's Communist Party rulers aren't about to let happen. "The U.S. has many famous bloggers, and they have a big influence," says

    Hu Zhiguang, the 27-year-old chairman of Blogcn. "In China, because of the political environment, it's not possible to have that sort of thing."

    The limits are clear. Chinese bloggers can't promote the banned Falun Gong religious movement, advocate Taiwanese independence, or call for China's withdrawal from Tibet -- and the government is remarkably good at keeping such thoughts out of China's blogosphere. While those using Bokee or Blogcn need only provide an e-mail address and user I.D. (not necessarily a real name) to set up a blog, authorities in June started requiring other bloggers to register their real names with the government -- making it easier to track down anyone who oversteps the limits.

    Both Blogcn and Bokee have filtering systems that prevent users from writing about taboo topics. A Blogcn user, for instance, who tries to write "Falun Gong" will find the term converted to gibberish on screen. If a forbidden phrase makes it past the filter, the company might get a call from the police demanding that the offending post be removed. "We can immediately fix it," says Hu, who adds that he has gotten only "four or five" such calls in the past two years. It's not just Chinese companies that cooperate with the censors. A joint venture operated in China by Microsoft Corp.'s MSN blocks words such as "democracy" in the subject lines of blogs on its site. Microsoft says it simply is complying with Chinese laws and norms. And China's censors can intercept traffic from overseas services such as the one that hosts Muzi Mei's blog. For instance, San Francisco-based Six Apart, which is home to some Chinese-language blogs, has been blocked from the mainland twice. "China would be an opportunity for us if a Western company could go in and have a dialogue, but right now that's not the case," says Anil Dash, a Six Apart vice-president.

    So it's no surprise that most Chinese bloggers focus on less sensitive topics. Among the most famous is a 28-year-old native of rural Shaanxi Province who calls herself Furong Jiejie (or Sister Hibiscus) and posts mildly provocative photos of herself -- though showing more skin would likely be banned. Blogcn offers a "lovers blog" where couples can include romantic background music and whisper sweet nothings into the blogosphere. Others concentrate on travel, cooking, and culture. For instance, 30-year-old Liu Yuan started writing a blog three years ago when she was living in Paris, and has since covered topics ranging from French monetary policy to Chinese TV shows. "China doesn't control [personal issues] too rigidly," says

    Bokee director Daniel Yang.

    TOEING THE LINE
    Other fairly safe topics include business and information technology. Shen Yang is a 44-year-old Beijing resident who has been blogging since 2002. In March, he quit his job at a government-controlled media company to care for his ailing mother and blog full-time, following issues such as the development of blogging in China, Microsoft's (MSFT ) upcoming version of Windows, and Internet technology. "At work, I had to write about things related to the news," he says. "With my blogs, whatever I want to write, I write."

    As long as bloggers toe the line, the government seems to tolerate their writing as a way for ordinary folks to let off steam -- and is even giving blog companies a hand. Blogcn is headquartered in a Hangzhou municipal building for digital media companies. And Bokee recently invited Xie Haiguang, the vice-director of Shanghai's Office of Public Opinion and Propaganda Leading Group, to give an address at a company event. "With blogs, 1.3 billion people can all speak," Xie says. "They can very freely express their thoughts."

    China's emerging blog companies are trying to figure out the next step. Bokee plans to install equipment allowing it to handle 10 million users by yearend and is about to close on $10 million in new funding. Blogcn gets most of its current revenue from advertisers including eBay, but is planning to charge corporate customers for blogs where companies can post internal communications. And it will soon charge for other services, such as additional storage for bloggers who find the 10 megabytes they get for free isn't enough to handle audio and video content.

    Still, it's unclear whether anyone will actually make money from China's bloggers. Without the politically charged blogs that are popular in the West, China's blogging entrepreneurs may find it tough to keep readers from drifting away once the novelty wears off, says Analysys' researcher Sun Lilin. He thinks growth will slow next year, increasing from 6 million bloggers at yearend to 7 million by the end of 2007. "Just doing blogs is not enough, because of the restrictions," he says. Maybe so, but with so many Chinese taking to the Internet, there's no shortage of entrepreneurs betting that even a censored blogosphere is a pretty good place to make a profit.

    阅读全文    mtt  发表于2006-12-13  17:19:59    编辑    评论(0)    引用(0)



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